7:58 AM Saturday, October 10, 2009
TITLE : Goodbye.
MUSIC: love to be loved
Date : 10 oct '09
"Some days I feel broke inside
but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'cause it's you I miss"
[hurt-christina]
"There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok"
[what hurts the most]
I dun even have the right to show.
Prentence engulfed my feeling my words.
Smile to cover all the wounds.
"There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
But that's not what gets me"
[hurt]
"I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer, can't you see..."
When i finally wokeup.
I know nothing i can do.
I know you are actually looking at her beside me.
其实别人的招数
我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
"What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do"
[what hurts the most]
"Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life?
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light.
When you touch me, I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you"
[love to be loved]
I know you have forgot everything.
I know others think what is important to me is so minor.
We are not close at all.
But,it seems like u just spoke to me yesterday.
I can still hear our laughter.
Everything has been so long.
I thought i have forgotton.
i thought i can forget it.
But, Tears welled up my eyes,
i saw u infront of me.
But,i cannot touch you.
The feeling is killing me.I feel like im drowning.
But, my lips start to numb.
Heartbeat stop its pump.
when i saw the photos.
i can sense the loud thuds.
As if there are thurders.
"It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends
And I'm alone
Still harder getting up getting dressed dealin'
with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved
In my heart that I left unspoken"
[what hurts the most]
The pain is overwhelming.
I cant forcus i cant study cause of you.
But, i know you are waiting for the day that i coming soon to be with her.
The fact are so hurtful.
i cannot say what i wanna say.
≤话不说了，爱堵着了。≥
"I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lieI've been running away
For so long
I try to put on a faceAnd cover my heartBut I'm needing it now.
So bad"
[thinking out loud-Lesley Roy]
I run and run.
I know everything is going to end.
I allow myself to pretence till it reaches the end.
I know it gotta be pain.
I dumbed my heart.
I dunnoe my feeling last time.
but now,i need it back.
When it came back.
It numbed.
The photos.The truth.
Pushed me to cliff, Pushed me down the pool.
It took out my battery.
Everything stop working. I cannot find the pain. I cannot feel the hurt.
Anymore.
If this how things end.
Am i gotta regret?
Its such a grave mistake to love u.
If this is how i gotta feel,
Whats is love then?
Its such a numb feeling to feel.
"And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to these rules
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?"
Time to say goodbye.
Leave the last chap blank,
Ending is too obivious for me too write.
Close the book and seal with the ribbon.
Give it a kiss and say," goodbye."
burn it with coal to stop my thoughts.
Ashes will just disappear with the breeze.
Puff, the ending being written all the while.
I thought i got a magic wand.
To change it.
I was wrong.
How i wish i was being brainwashed.
云朵暗了，天黑了。天空哭了，下雨了。心跳慢了，停住了。唇色淡了，冻结了。
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜
我们都一样被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜
我们都一样受了伤
却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜
